“We want to thank you for your loyalty”, my boss just told me. That was good to hear. For the company has been in deep trouble for the past 3 months. We couldn’t get paid. Many people left. I chose to stay, I could afford it financially. Although the times to come were uncertain. Loyalty is something I praise indeed. Now things are looking better.
My mortgage will be approved – or not – next week. I believe it will but you never know. I need it and everything is running as planned up to now. Incredible; the mortgage’s file number is 08.05.0116. Why incredible. Well, 8 is my lifepath and attitude number, 5 is… I can’t say 
, 1 is my soul and personality number, and I was born in january, and on the 16th. 16 is a number that always regularly comes back in my life. So, seeing these numbers aligned, I know that things are in good hands.
On the company + work part it feels like a release. The people still working here all decided to stay to make things work, and because they (we) all believe in it. Many others left. We’re now down to about a fourth of how many we were. Motivation and intention in times like those are no other than crucial. But hey, I cannot cry ‘Victory’ before things are really settled. Next week we’ll be fixed for sure. I have trust that things will run just fine.
I offered my peace to my (ex-) girlfriend (and I can’t stand this ‘ex-’ word). It feels the best. I think she appreciates although not yet ready for it. And I understand that she’s not. I simply believe that it’s the only true way out, or forward. Peace. Of mind. Of emotions.
I realized yesterday evening on my way home that there’s only so much you can do. Be yourself. The rest is beyond your control. To realize this brought, indeed, peace of mind to me. And that things make sense and are as they should be. When you know yourself, what you can and what you can’t, and let the Universe take care of everything else, and that you’re connected to everything around, part of everything, being yourself is ‘being in your place’. There’s no need to prove. No need to envy. And no need to distrust. Mistakes are not only just temporary, they are a simple and essential learning tool. Timing is the other essential factor.
There’s only so much you can do. All the rest isn’t in your hands.
I read, this morning, “All is Love. The rest is just illusion.” I too was thinking that last night. The illusion that we’re separated, disconnected. We’re never disconnected from the source, we are the source, and its language is creativity.
Funny how these 3 parallel events occurred in my life around the same time:
- the company I work for went into big trouble;
- my love relationship went into deep trouble;
- my living/housing situation got very unstable.
Now, things are evolving, transforming:
- the company I work for is raising from its ashes;
- I feel the ’storm’ of my relationship over, time for a new level of understanding;
- I’m about to move in to my first bought apartment.
Most of all, it’s my awareness about things and approach to life that has dramatically evolved.
A rebirth, a transformation.
Hope this all proves to be true.
