I’m looking for all sorts of ways to get me out of this. Trying all sorts of activities. Afleiding. It partly works but not essentially. I’m so broken, emotionally. Can’t get out. Maybe I need to stop trying to find ways out. Cos’ maybe there just are none at all. And I’m tired of fighting this alone.
don’t do this alone, you don’t have to…..there is nothing wrong with asking for help, is there???
take care!
You might be less alone than you think you are. You are getting better and better at this you know. hang in there.