A mess

17 02 2006

I’m a mess, my life has been a mess for years. Not difficult to imagine how tiring this is. Or maybe it’s just because I’m utterly perfectionist and thus get quickly overloaded. Or maybe because I think too much about all sorts of issues. Or maybe because it always seems like the grass is greener on the other side. And then I’m no more in the here and now.
I just need to tame & discipline myself, in a sensible manner. Just get on with the things that need to be done and cut the crap. Give tries and stumble and get up again on the way. Surrender when needed, stand up when needed, love, work, fight, give, don’t pretend (difficult one that one).
The Wheel of Life goes on and on.
Maybe indeed the secret to happiness is to accept and truly let go.




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